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well said all

Nirvana. I starteds this threads made no comments just starteds it and you say it didn't mean to offends init cause you just reads what's I wrote ars the starts that's alls I writes you'd out of orders init with what you wrote I only wrote the starts not the others comments. Thinks you gots the wrong persons.

I would like a pussy.......cat.

my main present has to be airmailed. x but oh it will be the best xmas pressie i can ask for x

People should treat each other like every day is Christmas. Just saying, no need to save it for one day out of 365.

Oh, and I thank God everyday for what he has given you too sweets :)
You're definitely a example of his great work and craftsmanship ;)

Hanging and Star, two of my special friends, you always make me smile. I suppose I don't need to be on anyone's Christmas list as long as I have my good friends around. Thank you to several of you who have reminded me of that the last few days! And TX sweetie, I lost my mom unexpectedly last year. I understand where you are. It gets better but some days are still sad. You have a lot of friends here that want to make you happy, and that is a good thing! Find the smiles where you can and remember the great times with Mom. Warm memories can also be great gifts on a cold lonely day!

I have given this great thought, and here is what I have

concluded:
I could just walk off from this thread and blew it off, Or I could do

the "right thing" - and of course If I can do the "right thing", thats

what Im going to do.
First off let me apologize to Demetriesi for messing up what

should had been a perfectly good thread. To be quite honest I

didnt think before replying. Actually it hit me in the stomach and

made me sick when i realized it was soon going to Christmas and

my birthday, and my Mother wasnt going to be around for the first

time. And No Boris Im not looking for sympathy.
So i popped off and said what I said. Just went with my gut

feeling. Thats where "I" was wrong, I should had thought first and

just kept my mouth shut. But I didnt and I am sorry, I would never

screw up anyones thread intentionally.

Secondly - (actually first but you know what I mean)
I want to say "Thank-you" for those who knew me and

understood...
The wonderdog Motley
Kenwood Hangingout
Dennis46 Roadtrip
Pleasureyou Starcar
Nirvana Hollie
"Thank-you" all for being the kind people who have listened to me

and talked to me on a personal level. Without ya'lls love and

understanding Id be so far under I couldnt and wouldnt ever come

back-up. I love you all dearly, thank-you doesnt seem to be

enough to say. I thank-you all for being the people you are -

sincere friends. I have and will probably fall at times and youve

all been there to pick me up, dust me off, and kick start me again.

And Boris - I do apoloize for saying.."Fuck-you" like I did. I would
never say that in a thread as I did but you hit me when I was

already down. I never realized thats how you precieved me to be
but then Ive never talked to you. What you wrote, thats not me at

all, I dont know you so im not sure how you came up with that

conclusion at all. Ive never tryed to win friendships through

sympathy or anything else. Ive never said I wasnt pretty

enough..etc. Like I said before, I thank God everyday for what he

has given me. I am also aware that there are always people who

will be and are prettier, nor am I stuck on myself.
Henceforth...(I have never used that word before in my life)..
Henceforth, so in that description you wrote of me is how you

feel I am, you are so very wrong. And goes to show me you

havent a clue to who I really am
I laugh, I love, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry.
And I know you do the same things too, so we're really not that

different...you and I.

Oh and Marie1968, just for the record this isnt drama nor is it a country song.
It's called real life heartbreak.

Is it greedy of me to add Txsweety to my Christmas list?