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In my prayers sweet xxxxx

xx holds ur hand even tighter through the next 48hrs

xx u know where i am if u need me cindy x
god bless x


debi x

well another day, please pray it goes ok, I dont think I have ever been so damn scared in my life...well wait I have been this scared before and that was a disaster. Hope you all have a great day! Thank-you all for being there.

Funny I just wrote that and my phone rings. Can I vent a moment here please.....FUCK FUCK FUCK another FUCK.
So its 6;55 AM. They are ONCE again putting his operation off until 7am tomorrow......Heart papulations High blood pressure.
Poor man....God i wish it were me, Im not so sure how much putting off he can take. He went to his nerol last week and found he had spinal stenosis . Funny I have the same thing. took them 10 years to figure me out which tells me its in our genes, God if has a clue what he's headed for he would just say no to this operation and everything. But until his heart is stable which Im beginning to think it wont be........JUST FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
Im running on empty as Jackson Browne put it. I didnt know where to vent..s guess what., you all got to hear me. Once again in life I apolize for you having to be the ones to hear this.
FUCK.

have faith,, x ty for letting us know the latest news

My thoughts and prayers are with you Sweets. I fully understand your frustration with the delays, Vent all you want and need to hun.

He flat lined for 8 seconds last night...hasnt had surgery yet.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LLoyNxjhTzc

if anyone has any news please let us know xx ty x

Good news !!